I miss him so much. It is hard to not have someone in your life that has always been there.
He wasn't just my dad he was my friend.
I could call him any time of the night or day. He was always happy to talk with me.
After we lost our baby, I thought my heart would never heal. When God sent us Grace Anne, it has been like a salve for my soul. I still feel sadness over Lydia, but that empty hole has been somewhat filled. I don't know how this empty space will ever be filled. Most likely it won't.
Strange feeling I had today was like I didn't want much to change so my dad won't miss anything. Weird, I know.
Still processing all of this. Not sure what else to say.
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